THIS LONGING

I am in a community and people are going about their business, but I feel a longing inside me and I go out onto an open plain. I feel this longing and pray for a sign. Then on the horizon I see a little white cloud. It starts to grow very rapidly and becomes gold-vermilion. It comes above me and golden light starts to fall. I am sucked into this cloud and spun around very fast. It is a tremendous experience, after which I feel very thin and weak, but my husband comes and holds me in his arms. Then a young girl comes and asks me to help her have this experience, but I just point at her heart and say, "It's all in there. I can't do anything; you have to do it yourself."